hvent been here much.. i deemed tumblr my place to vent where noone would judge.. bt lately.. ive been a happy girl.. therefore/.. havent been needing a vent session! it feels good to be the one smiling instead of being smiled at.. :-)
Soo i cried:
1. Crawl- Chris brown
describing my sitation… however, its not a love issue
thats how i feel right now…
3. It kills me- Melanie Fiona
i hate to cry, but i gotta get it out
Then i laughed.. :
4. BOoty got swagg- sOulja boy
why would you hang a chain from her ass?
i felt better for a minute
5. Southside- lloid
i felt loved till i realized it wasnt my song… :-(
So is been a while since i hit up my Tumblr… i think its time i visited…
breif Catch-UP session”
1. plz dont get yur side-bitch to call me.. EVER. point. Blank___ . (PEriod.)
2. i cant stand when you cant be a grown man bout yo shit.. yu did it.. yu cnt get mad with me cuz yu got caught bein shady. #dumb ass
3.i got a few real friends left.. but some of em got they own problems.. ion need extra drama in my life.. if you need me call me, but if you dont really need me.. keep my name outta it..
4. i still love my bestie J.A.C. never did me wrong.. always there.. to this day and hopefully till death.. i love em…
5. sometimes its good to try new things, but when the new things involve drama wit sum ghetto bitch.. stay clear.. im too pretty to be scratched nd snatched.. yu can have em.. cuz if he want yu, he aint good enuff 4 me..
6. I know hashtaggs are for twitter.. but if i wrote it, i think i meant to.. #dickriders
well.. basically the quickest recap of the things ive learned since march..
Right now im:
in need of quality time with the bestie.. and then the babe.
in need of graduation to come as quickly as possible
I WANT MY CAR!!! may,21st mane!!! got a few mre days…
i want ice cream: ive had a craving for cold-stones for about 4 days now.. i thinks ill go get me sum tomrrow…. hmm….
Is like: giving birth without epidural
Having surgery without sleep meds
Haven an accident without seatbelts (maybe not this tragic) but it does hurt… sLzozt
fighting with him today made me realized that we both have growing up 2 do.. maybe i do need a break.. maybe i need a weekend away from him.. no talkng this week.. we just gotta get it together.. maybe its me.. but then again it may be him. we both have our issues.. we both have problems… but AUBRENE MAESHIA will bounce back.. i will save my relationship nd i wont let things go this easy.. part of this is my fault nd im goonna stop thinkng about myself and change for the both of us.. we cud both use a change.. im not a fraid 2 step up first..
this weekend shud still be great.. i need it to be great.. I NEED IT!!!! I DNT KNOW what else to do to make it hppen but im fina have fun.. nd nobody’s gona stop me.. not my mommy, my brother, or my cousin.. !